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  服了自己, 我有多麼的...鎮定?! Assignment deadline, just a few days, doing nothing and wasting time!!! ai... how many times... I beome a "negative asset" person becoz of borrowing $ to others?!... how come I need to be a so poor person?! Tomorrow will have interview... keen to seek for a job and can become "rich" haha :) Coz of 法國 flatmate's case, 對 "感情" 突然失去信心... What is forever? What is promise? It's just like petrol. Nothing happen if you just leaving it. But it explodes by a light spark... Easy to start and easy to end? 到底, what's it? Serveral days ago, 2 persons are so good, but suddenly, it worth nothing... Time and distance can change everything? I feel not very well these days... and long time not chatting with u...

  pressure, work hard but still think of nothing... today, suddenly, dont wanna do anything... count off 10 days... red light is on. But I need a rest!

  so close in Xmas, cold down after two months, then red light was on... afterward... "special and uncertain" ... suddenly, nothing?! now, seems ok and missing u... Actually what are we looking for? why could we "suddenly good and suddenly bad"? my problem ma? Today, I "aftertasted" our scene in Nice Hotel... (actually always thinking of) strange... isn't it? it that quarrel? ... ng gi dim gum~ and... at that time, what am I thinking??? ( Initially, I was thinking how to book my airticket. and immediately remembered, "u can't postpone ur flight"... so my mind focus on how to pay ur hotel fee as I promised...) ... ai... in one word...WHAT WAS I THINKING AR?????!!!!! Oh! God, 9 minus 1 not equal to 8!!! I always foget things!!! I forgot my ice-bag is still in the fridge for one day! GOD

  I dont know how to tell my feeling with u... 我好喜歡您, 我唔明點解...不過同您一齊感覺好舒服... 好難想像可以同您分開/ 無佐您會點. 特別每次 dating 后真不想走..... 但點解我無法拔走心中永久的刺...這個問題 even 比我自己想像中更嚴重多... 我唔知點向您解釋我有多在意... 其他野都無所謂, 但這個問題上, 我好介意好介意您跟我不是同步... 我好辛苦, 您亦不好受... 到底點解? ___ 有一段時間無找過家人了. 不知 mi 現在點... 擔心佢擔心到累... 一想到這, 我就更擔心 bi... 如果當初我讀醫, 一切會否唔同呢?

  喜歡不代表佔有 愛不是倚靠 成全別人的幸福， 看著所愛的人快樂便快樂 多難受都會過去 These were what I had during the hardest day... now, I give to my best friend... wish her brace up ASAP

  １２號是　ｄｉｓｓｅｒｔａｔｉｏｎ　ｄｅａｄｌｉｎｅ　... 雖然覺得做得不好, 還有 unfinished part!!!不過總算　ｒｅｌａｘ　得了．．．　 兩日無點訓，　好辛苦．．．　論文真係人生的一個重要經歷．．．　 當又累，　腦又唔轉，　ｄｅａｄｌｉｎｅ　又到，　又無支援時．．．　 如果可以有接近的經歷，　相同的話題．．．　不是很好嗎？ 終於可以安睡的一天，　竟然睡不了！ １３號，Day off, 終於有種重見天日的　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　 打畀　ｍｉ．．．　記得佢講過，　現在才知健康的重要．．．　ｆｏｒ me, 我現在更深感到父母的重要... then 幫 N.T. to ask about her dissertation... then 去買日常食糧～一睡，睡得唔多，　怪怪地咁！晚上好累，　ｂｕｔ　都去法國人之　birthday party... not enough sleep + wine = laugh for whole night and still can't sleep... haha~ in fact, J.C. is not happy about her family and chat with me at night~ 14號, 　一早起身去上堂，　之後去 international lunch~ 終於有返　ｓｏｃｉａｌ～　多好．．．　 見　N.T. can re-summit dissertation... 在想可否補　ｍｉｓｓ　了的ｐａｒｔ．．．　緊張的日子又開始過了 １５號，　幾日無訓好下再努力做．．．　還有一早去上堂．．．無人！！！　cancel (多不好，　讓 ｓｉｒ know I didn't prepare)　!!! So prepare the case for the same class at afternoon... after preparation, can comment, feeling so good ~ :) Since, UG office can do nothing on my extra work, just wait for supervisor's reply... she said no promise can read, but can submit (on ...