沉著應戰

 12.4再起步, 今次也擺脫不了大遊行便是工作時候的宿命, 如常上班工作去也.....或許是去年不在港, 今次採訪遊行, 無論是遊行隊伍, 到身處其中的感覺, 都跟03, 04年的七一, 有著很大的差落.


今次的遊行隊伍沒有嘉年華, 沒有創意的標語, 甚至口號都是叫得零零落落的. 沒有激情澎湃, 甚至可以說是規律得秩序井然 ( 始終大家都行了多年, 已有了標準模樣) .

行到一半, 我在人群中停下來, 嘗試去感受那一刻的氣氛, 那刻遊行隊伍給我一種 '沉著應戰' feel. 唔扮嘢, 唔玩嘢, 做自已, 咪當我講笑.

至於採訪心情, 坦白說, 也沒有激昂, 反而有點淡然的感覺.....我曾經懷疑自已出現 '遊行冷感症', 想深一層, 或許是跟著大家一起走了多年, repeat 又 repeat, 民主訴求的主旋律都唔知幾咁強, 但究竟, 這首曲, 幾時才可以唱到 chorus.....

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