傷風+ 蒲+ positioning

總覺得, 16號病到現在... d 傷風好似越來越嚴重! (尤其一起身!)
之前食藥, 食完就sleep...
點做事ar ? 下月12 就係dissertation deadline na!!!!

昨 "tele-interview" Louis... 怪怪的, he still remember me, and always say I deal badly at that time... but 佢無恨我?... 哈半年多了... 佢係我的陰影!
可能因為有目的搵人... or d 火氣無咁重 (在這裡消磨意志?) 我對佢無以前咁 cool...

晚上去 "蒲" 也許仲想著 dissertation... 玩得唔盡... this time is a bar need admission...ha~ so high...
people heads are everywhere...
1/3 bottle of white wine + a bottle of cocktail... (I think the later one contain centain amount caffeine... make me a little bit high over the night~
昨晚穿得 dark 了點, andy 話我著得 "高貴"???!!! 去disco 著得高貴???　攪笑

too high. after come back, icq with jackson and then chat with "him"
... what relationship are we now?
... if people ask me, I dont think I've bf (but I wont answer... coz of our "relation")
應介入雙方家庭嗎？ (有無心, 同做唔做到係兩回事...)
ｉｆ　no, 我們連男女朋友都不如, 只是走在一起, 關係未定的兩個個體...
事實上, 我們關係確定了嗎?
你說過, 只會當我是 gf... 咁即是想 Short Term or It's Short Term? 好無安全感呀... 我覺得同你好遠好客氣... 你無以前咁緊我... 我們應當自己是單身的嗎?
其實... 以前, 你當我是所謂的"老婆"時, 同現在有個分別? 我們還是 "兩個個體" but now, 更 uncertain...
自從上次後, 大家都好似唔敢再投入... 我們還應在一起嗎?
事實上, 我平時想的都是你, 但... 你好似變了...(只因新工作忙嗎? I dont think so)... 而我真的好懷疑我們的關係．．．
也許, 我們要保持這樣才最長久, as 我不會對你再有大期望...不再進一步, 不再投入... 不會再想將來... 見一步，走一步... 我沒有勇氣再走我太快, (你都在後退)... 就這樣吧.....
我好麻煩吧...