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  突然一刻不明白點解要同人一齊, 又突然之間想永遠在一起... 到底我想些什麼? 好掛住你, 好想見你...... 旅遊, 去還是不去? 唉~ 優柔寡斷! Reserved my flight lu~ 下午洗衫... 入多了 $, 打算回來可用同一台機, 點知, 被人家佔了, $亦沒了... 憤憤不平. 這種事, 是因為發生在自己身上才有感覺吧... 今日唔覺意還了六號房一直需要的一本書... although 人家話沒所謂. 心裡非常不好受, 想借回來已不成了... 為一本書, 就分神不做事, 值得嗎? Result : fail + 留給一個壞印象給大叔... 覺得自己好失敗... 晚上, 佢地傾打工時, lose 東西, 老闆刻拘工資的不平事. 再加 today go through, 有以下感慨: -有時候覺得自己鬼主意是太多了吧?! 正正經經做人不好嗎? 別虛度光陰. -做事認真, 不管什麼也要做得好, 人生才有動力.-當你需要這資源時, 難道別人不用嗎? -就你窮時, 還可窮得高尚嗎? -有時上司罰你, 只係唔想你再錯... 佢絕對可以通知你「明天不用上班了.」 -今天我有這樣的生活, 只是我的運氣, 而不是理所當然的. -外援, 不一定必然的... 用多了, 就失去自己的能力. -你這樣想, 咁老闆呢? 換個角度就不會再生氣了. -到底應該逆來順受? 還是應反抗?

  服了自己, 我有多麼的...鎮定?! Assignment deadline, just a few days, doing nothing and wasting time!!! ai... how many times... I beome a "negative asset" person becoz of borrowing $ to others?!... how come I need to be a so poor person?! Tomorrow will have interview... keen to seek for a job and can become "rich" haha :) Coz of 法國 flatmate's case, 對 "感情" 突然失去信心... What is forever? What is promise? It's just like petrol. Nothing happen if you just leaving it. But it explodes by a light spark... Easy to start and easy to end? 到底, what's it? Serveral days ago, 2 persons are so good, but suddenly, it worth nothing... Time and distance can change everything? I feel not very well these days... and long time not chatting with u...

  pressure, work hard but still think of nothing... today, suddenly, dont wanna do anything... count off 10 days... red light is on. But I need a rest!

  so close in Xmas, cold down after two months, then red light was on... afterward... "special and uncertain" ... suddenly, nothing?! now, seems ok and missing u... Actually what are we looking for? why could we "suddenly good and suddenly bad"? my problem ma? Today, I "aftertasted" our scene in Nice Hotel... (actually always thinking of) strange... isn't it? it that quarrel? ... ng gi dim gum~ and... at that time, what am I thinking??? ( Initially, I was thinking how to book my airticket. and immediately remembered, "u can't postpone ur flight"... so my mind focus on how to pay ur hotel fee as I promised...) ... ai... in one word...WHAT WAS I THINKING AR?????!!!!! Oh! God, 9 minus 1 not equal to 8!!! I always foget things!!! I forgot my ice-bag is still in the fridge for one day! GOD

  I dont know how to tell my feeling with u... 我好喜歡您, 我唔明點解...不過同您一齊感覺好舒服... 好難想像可以同您分開/ 無佐您會點. 特別每次 dating 后真不想走..... 但點解我無法拔走心中永久的刺...這個問題 even 比我自己想像中更嚴重多... 我唔知點向您解釋我有多在意... 其他野都無所謂, 但這個問題上, 我好介意好介意您跟我不是同步... 我好辛苦, 您亦不好受... 到底點解? ___ 有一段時間無找過家人了. 不知 mi 現在點... 擔心佢擔心到累... 一想到這, 我就更擔心 bi... 如果當初我讀醫, 一切會否唔同呢?

  喜歡不代表佔有 愛不是倚靠 成全別人的幸福， 看著所愛的人快樂便快樂 多難受都會過去 These were what I had during the hardest day... now, I give to my best friend... wish her brace up ASAP

  １２號是　ｄｉｓｓｅｒｔａｔｉｏｎ　ｄｅａｄｌｉｎｅ　... 雖然覺得做得不好, 還有 unfinished part!!!不過總算　ｒｅｌａｘ　得了．．．　 兩日無點訓，　好辛苦．．．　論文真係人生的一個重要經歷．．．　 當又累，　腦又唔轉，　ｄｅａｄｌｉｎｅ　又到，　又無支援時．．．　 如果可以有接近的經歷，　相同的話題．．．　不是很好嗎？ 終於可以安睡的一天，　竟然睡不了！ １３號，Day off, 終於有種重見天日的　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　 打畀　ｍｉ．．．　記得佢講過，　現在才知健康的重要．．．　ｆｏｒ me, 我現在更深感到父母的重要... then 幫 N.T. to ask about her dissertation... then 去買日常食糧～一睡，睡得唔多，　怪怪地咁！晚上好累，　ｂｕｔ　都去法國人之　birthday party... not enough sleep + wine = laugh for whole night and still can't sleep... haha~ in fact, J.C. is not happy about her family and chat with me at night~ 14號, 　一早起身去上堂，　之後去 international lunch~ 終於有返　ｓｏｃｉａｌ～　多好．．．　 見　N.T. can re-summit dissertation... 在想可否補　ｍｉｓｓ　了的ｐａｒｔ．．．　緊張的日子又開始過了 １５號，　幾日無訓好下再努力做．．．　還有一早去上堂．．．無人！！！　cancel (多不好，　讓 ｓｉｒ know I didn't prepare)　!!! So prepare the case for the same class at afternoon... after preparation, can comment, feeling so good ~ :) Since, UG office can do nothing on my extra work, just wait for supervisor's reply... she said no promise can read, but can submit (on ...

  Today morning, I felt the world is round and round... vomit seriously... terrible feeling... 從未試過... what's happen? 一個人在外. 生病時自己一個, 無人靠... 有咩事都無人知... 真係好驚 無奈, 不知做乜, 我在香港都無咁常病... 來這邊後? terrible 生病下還是要一早爬起來出去交功課~ 一個又冷又下著大雨的早上... 好暈! 忍唔住, 打電話救助~ 騎呢... 無上堂, 同學回來時問上堂上過咩, 一邊嘔一邊聽, 服佐自己~ ha!

  Dear bi and mi, do you really want me to go further study? but I really worry about u two... and ... I've too many things can't give up in hk... moreover, I want to start my surgical operation...